....HOW IS THAT THE FUCKING END OF TORCHWOOD. I. WHAT. WHAT. SERIOUSLY OMG WHAT. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am literally flailing around my study. THERE IS LITERAL FLAILING HERE. THIS CANNOT BE HOW THIS ENDS.
In totally unrelated news, I SERIOUSLY THOUGHT MY CAT WAS DEAD TONIGHT. when I arrived home tonight, I talked to my mom in the tv room for a while, and patted Rupert (my giant ginger cat) who lay sprawled on a towel on the floor for a while before he attempted to bite off my face. Then I went to go get some water, and as I was exiting the room like, 2 mins later, I looked down at Rupert and noticed he was sprawled on his back, his head tipped back and his eyes open and unmoving. Now, normally he is very jumpy - if you make a sudden movement near him or there is a slight noise he will at least jerk. I stood near him to see if his fur was moving. IT WAS NOT. I stamped my feet near him. HE DIDNT BUDGE. I started making noises at my mom, and then she came and stamped her feet. THEN WE MADE SHRIEKING NOISES TOGETHER and I ran up the hallway BECAUSE OMG I DONT WANT TO KNOW IF HE IS DEAD OK. And my mom didn't want to touch him either to check. So she continued stamping. And then she turned off our electric heater, which makes a sudden loud noise AND HE MOVED. Seriously. I was halfway to my dad in SHRIEK MODE because he looked dead. HE LOOKED SO DEAD.
I am so freaked out.
BUT TORCHWOOD. HOW IS THAT THE END? HOW? |
just. i don't even know anymore, i just don't. it's, i mean. i loved it, i really did, i loved it, but at the same time that little fangirl inside of me feels so utterly betrayed. it was wonderful, what i'd wished for in any other show. but this? and ianto? and jack? god. i just feel so betrayed by it, because i was so emotionally attached to the characters, and that's just asd;lfjslfjls RTD HOW COULD YOU. *cries forever*
i'm not sure i even want a fourth season. if they make one, i'll see how it is and go from there, but i can't quite imagine torchwood being the same for me without jack, without ianto. WHY WHY WHY WHY.
on another note, YOUR CAT WHAT. that's just scary, okay. i'd be freaking out if i ever saw my cats like that, seriously. i really hope your cat's okay. ♥